When Life Gives You Lemons, Throw Them at People

So...yesterday was really really good up until somepoint in time where all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry. And I still feel that way. I don't know why. It's probably just the period and the messed up hormones or something. I don't know. Anyway, my day:

I woke up lateish...I figured, it's okay, it's my half birthday! I went downstairs about 8 (the time I wanted to be at work) had some toast and turned on the tube. I chatted with Kevin while watching Thursday's Ellen. The president HAD to interrupt. I was so sad. :-( But Kevin came to the rescue by telling me Ellen reruns on Oxygen. So I found it on there and I am now recording that! If something happens again to mess it up, i'll me MAD. But I don't think that happens on Oxygen. I don't know, i don't really watch that channel. ...But my boyfriend does...hmmm...haha.

So I finally decide to go into work. I grab the fishtank to take to Jessie and I head outside. The stupid car is iced over. :-/ I'm out of the de-icing fluid stuff. So I try to scrape it off, but the scraper is mad at me or something, because it would only scrape at a corner...*rolls eyes* So I get in my car, with only thin stripes of cleared out windshield and I go to work. Eventually the sun melted it and I could just wipe it off with the windshield wipers. Yay. I got to work and brought Jessie her fishtank. We chatted. I folded some stuff. I didn't really do anything. Kevin brought me a mocha frapp. :-)

We went down to Dublin and we sat on the couches, but I realized I had forgotten to print out the notes for Calc. So we went up to the library. I waited there for him. He came back, walked me to my class (only because I thought he was going to in the first place)...Calc was okay. I asked a question, he looked at my homework and told me I did it right. So yay! Then I went outside and kevin was there, we went to class and did that whole English thing. And we left.

We went to Jimmy Johns before going to work. I didn't do much again. We're going to have a baby shower for Jessie there it looks like. So i get to go to two! I want to ask Jessie if Kevin can come...but I don't want to be rude. You know? Besides, I doubt Kevin would want to go to a baby shower anyway.

I went home and did nothing until Kevin came and got me. My parents have decided we're going hiking today. So I had asked him if he wanted to go. He wasn't sure at first. I didn't think he'd say he'd go because we would be picking him up at 10, and he wanted to sleep. But he did say he would go. I was really excited. Then he came and got me and we nothing really until we watched The Goonies. But he told me he had decided not to go hiking because he'd rather sleep. I just wish he had told me that to begin with, because I didn't have my hopes up to begin with. I knew he wouldn't want to wake up to go hiking with my family. But he said he'd go, so that made me happy. But...no such luck. Oh well.

We watched the Goonies...it was okay. I think I would have liked it better if I had seen it as a child. You know?

After the movie I didn't feel good at all. I felt like crying, throwing up, and the cramps were hell. I think I made him upset or mad or something. I don't know, because I wouldn't say anything when he asked what was wrong. I was kind of afraid I would just burst out in tears if I said anything at all. I really just felt like crying. I don't know why. *shrugs*

Anyway...we're going hiking today to Dragon's Tooth. With out Kevin. I still don't feel good. It's not gonna be fun. Yay *sarcasm*